How do you feel when everything is over? I got tired, I feel my body lacking energy and my heart beating in vain. All the world is against me, my mind was blurry because of the constant thoughts about you, my eyes had enough tears every time they see you disappearing from my view, and my blood burned all the skin that wanted your touch. You know that I can’t be too metaphoric or too objective, this is me.
This is a letter of goodbye and nothing more
Everybody is against me, every day I’m asked to leave. Not even my nature can accept that it craves touching and sinful looks and tries to do anything to get me where it wants. I promise you that I’ll not be like Him, you know who I’m talking about. But I got tired of fighting against your nature.
Maybe you were right when you said that I can’t change my character because that’s me and it’s better to leave rather than to hurt you anymore.
And that’s what I’m gonna do. I’m not worthy of your love. All of you made me feel overwhelmed me and made me weak. If you dear reader feel the same you might want to check this out.
I haven’t cried in the last 5 years more than I am crying now. I don’t think we are made for each other and my most clear decision I have ever made is to let you go. Everything is over, isn’t it?
And when I was a click away to sending her this, something inside implored me to continue…